Oh God .. Jus' answer me ..

.. Y ?? My questions are yet to be answered ..
Heavily feeling Hammered ..

Tears of pain still flowing ..
Wind of sorrow still blowing ..

If the past .. was a fake .
Why .. is still the present at stake .. ??

Was the past a discontinued punishment .. ?
Worth the continued current impeachment ??

Why was the past unfairly played .. ?
Why the wait to have the rules rightly laid .. ??

Oh .. God … Was I to be made just .. . this worth .. ??
Having the happiness still in dearth ..

Jus’ answer me .. why are my question yet to answered .. ?
Jus’ Help me .. I am still hammered ..

U do say .. this is not for long ..
But what if it is to prolong .. ??

Am I still to be deprived .. from being answered ..
Continued to be hammered ..

Jus answer me .. what was my past .. ?
Was the bliss of those days .. never meant to last ??

I did enjoy my “those” days ..
My current .. still with too many .. “may”s ..

.. Yes .. If that was a forged history..
Help me .. Answer me .. besides solving that mystery ..

Pointlessly .. expecting my questions to be replied ..
Oh .. God .. Take your time .. there’s no tide

But irresistibly .. asking you again ..
As I still lie hammered .. waiting for questions to be answered ..

Finally .. Do not make me admit my past was fake ..
Signalling that the future would be at stake ..

Oh. .. God … Just answer me ..

At Cross Roads

Every soul would ought to desire..
The ecstasy in search of admire ..
Unearthing the love , sets delight on fire ..
But .. The pain of a futile search .. makes one feel dire ..

Everywhere .. Lovely is the sensation of to be cherished ..
Here .. An endless wait waiting to be relinquished ..

Everywhere .. Exquisite is the feeling of being in adore..
Here .. a melancholy in the fore..

Dampness.. in the minds of mind ,
Fatal is its kind ..

Standing .. Stuck and baffled at Cross Roads ..
With confusion in loads ..

The first that would dissolve the ocean ..
Another the river ..
A loss in either of the verdict ..
Ultimately .. Life losing its flavor ..

To work ..to make the option viable .
Resorting to chose the road less liable ..

Huh ,, why am I still stuck at Cross Roads .. ? With confusion in loads .. ??