What and a That !

What makes you laugh the most .. ??
That which makes you cry even ..

What makes you feel elited .. ??
That which makes you gloomy even …

What is that makes one cry louder ??
That which is the most silent even …

What makes you dream most … ??
That which you would not achieve in reality even …

What makes you feel united .. ??
That which drives you apart even …

What makes you feel full-filled .. ??
That which makes you empty even …

What makes you feel proud of …. ??
That which makes you ashamed even ….

What makes you feel re-born .. ??
That which shows you death even…

What makes you feel secured .. ??
That which gets you robbed even …

Its all about nothing but LOVE ..
‘what’ is created and ‘that’ which is destructed even ..

Its does has it flip sides even .. Yet joyous at any time !!!

Its still U ..

My eyes still see u ,,
My ears still hear u ..
My breath still breathes u …
My dreams are still u ..
My smiles are still for u ..
My tears are still for u ..
My thoughts are still bout u ..

Its still u whom I love as I love u even if I can never become U !
Hey Love ,, destiny has something else for me .. Help me still keep loving u ..

That's life ..

Some questions never are to be answered ..
Leaving us hammered . .

Some people are never attainable ..
Leaving us in solitude

Some lessons are taught hard ..
Leaving us baffled

Some grievances can never be overcome ..
Leaving us in utter pain ..

Some losses are irreplaceable .. .
Leaving us in isolation

Some dreams are never to be realized ..
Leaving us desperate ..

But there’s one thing .. that must never leave us ..
Its “ Our drive to still strive .. “ and move on !

Because .. That’s LIFE !!! It has its own style of grooming us to be the one for which we were born for ….

Allow me ..

Life has made me love u ..
Life has made me change for u ..
Life has made me long for u ..
Life has made me feel ecstasy when I am with you ..
Life has made me smile for you ..
Life has made me cry for u ..
Life has made me ‘u’ ..

But why has it not taught me to forget u ..
I neither want it to happen .. Because I want to continue loving u ..
But .. Destiny has a different play for me to enact ..

Oh .. Life .. Please allow to keep loving u …

Oh God .. Jus' answer me ..

.. Y ?? My questions are yet to be answered ..
Heavily feeling Hammered ..

Tears of pain still flowing ..
Wind of sorrow still blowing ..

If the past .. was a fake .
Why .. is still the present at stake .. ??

Was the past a discontinued punishment .. ?
Worth the continued current impeachment ??

Why was the past unfairly played .. ?
Why the wait to have the rules rightly laid .. ??

Oh .. God … Was I to be made just .. . this worth .. ??
Having the happiness still in dearth ..

Jus’ answer me .. why are my question yet to answered .. ?
Jus’ Help me .. I am still hammered ..

U do say .. this is not for long ..
But what if it is to prolong .. ??

Am I still to be deprived .. from being answered ..
Continued to be hammered ..

Jus answer me .. what was my past .. ?
Was the bliss of those days .. never meant to last ??

I did enjoy my “those” days ..
My current .. still with too many .. “may”s ..

.. Yes .. If that was a forged history..
Help me .. Answer me .. besides solving that mystery ..

Pointlessly .. expecting my questions to be replied ..
Oh .. God .. Take your time .. there’s no tide

But irresistibly .. asking you again ..
As I still lie hammered .. waiting for questions to be answered ..

Finally .. Do not make me admit my past was fake ..
Signalling that the future would be at stake ..

Oh. .. God … Just answer me ..

At Cross Roads

Every soul would ought to desire..
The ecstasy in search of admire ..
Unearthing the love , sets delight on fire ..
But .. The pain of a futile search .. makes one feel dire ..

Everywhere .. Lovely is the sensation of to be cherished ..
Here .. An endless wait waiting to be relinquished ..

Everywhere .. Exquisite is the feeling of being in adore..
Here .. a melancholy in the fore..

Dampness.. in the minds of mind ,
Fatal is its kind ..

Standing .. Stuck and baffled at Cross Roads ..
With confusion in loads ..

The first that would dissolve the ocean ..
Another the river ..
A loss in either of the verdict ..
Ultimately .. Life losing its flavor ..

To work ..to make the option viable .
Resorting to chose the road less liable ..

Huh ,, why am I still stuck at Cross Roads .. ? With confusion in loads .. ??

Destined Love !

Me to keep falling in love with ya is never to cease ..
Destined to be given the power of a blissful freeze ..

Lovely are still those days of madness..
Destined to never end in darkness..

Together hand-in-hand ..forever in passion ..
Destined to never end with any recession ..

In the sea of affection and trust
Destined to never go for a bust ..

What else could I name it .. ? Its Love !!

To fall in love is the immaculate bliss ..
Not in love is the vanished amiss

Getting crazy is the irresistable ..
To not is highly punishable .. :)

To hold on is the utmost liability ..
To not is ougt to get the highest penalty .. :)

K ... Yap .. Its the me now ..

In the Cheer of Solitude ..
But heading towards lack of latitude

Sailing in the boat of confusion …
Unwillingly waiting to enter a world of deception …

Penetrating into a cluster of forged bliss …
Absence of myself is what I would perhaps miss..

Yielding to inevitable pressure …
Being faked to inherit vacuum treasure ..

Left out helpless ..
In the fear of ending up lifeless ...

Laughing at my own vulnerable plight ..
But yet .. searching the right battleground to fight ..

Ending it by still withhelding my Fortitude
Taking promises from life to return the due gratitude ..

Moving forward to live however..
Challenging myself forever..

I know .. But still Why ?? .. Tht's Love

u are not mine .. i know .. why do i still love u ?
u dont think of me .. i know .. why do i still love u ?
u dont talk to me .. i know .. why do i still love u ?
u dont have time for me .. i know .. why do i still love you ?
u dont live for me .. i know .. why do i still love you ?
u have not understood my love .. i know .. why do i still love you ?
u have not cared my feelings .. i know .. why do i still love you ?
u dont want to see me .. i know .. why do i still love you .. ?
u have hurt me lots .. i know .. why do i still love you ?

Coz .. I love you for what u are .. !!! and would forever continue loving you :)

~~ My 'U' ~~

Do you know .. about my 'U' ???

My like is for none but 'U'
My thoughts are about nothing but 'U
My wishes are for nothing but for 'U'
My heart beats for nothing but 'U'
My tears are for none but for 'U'
My smile would be for nothing but 'U'
My transformation will be for nothing but for 'U'
My wait will be for none but for 'U'
My life is nothing without 'U'

My everything is 'U'

Yet I know ... 'U' are not mine ..
But that is okay and fine ..

As I love you and would forever love you for what 'U are .. !!! :-)

Love for u ~~

ur silence is the loudest
ur ignorance is the most knowledged
ur absence is the very presence
ur hatred is the very love ..
ur detachment is the only attachment ..

ur responsibilities are my only milestones ..
ur associates are my only asset
ur attachment is the only addition ..
ur distress is my agony ..
ur elevation is my highest altitude ..

ur love is the one and only bliss ...
as ur dearth is the worst that I could ever miss
ur existence is the nly pleasure ...
as your care would be my most valued treasure ..

Nevertheless.. I endlessly love and love u for what 'u' are .. :) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!